This year on June 1st, we spent the day at home with our 51 week old baby girl. This has been the longest and shortest year ever!
We were driving toward hope.... driving away from the rejection felt by not being able to find a willing heart surgeon for Annelise locally... trusting that the wisdom we prayed for was taking us where God wanted us to be. The thing is, if we had stayed here, that's where we would have found our hope in the Lord, because when we look for Him, we find Him. For Annelise's sake though, I'm so glad we took the leap and knew in our hearts that her best chance was to be born where we knew everyone would be on her team. I love our Omaha story. I don't think anyone could have cared for Annelise better, or us for that matter. God knew. He knew then and He knows now what is in store for Annelise, and for me, and you for that matter. I am so glad that I can trust Him with my future, and all of what's going on now as well. I haven't left a song here in awhile, but I heard it for the first time "at" church (online) this weekend, and I loved it so much. It's so hard to get over myself and my plans for my future... I love songs that make me sing what my heart wants to say.
I'm Available song
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